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Monday, 19 June 2006

  • God, i need you to help me cause i am just about ready to give up.  i hate this so called life.  i can't take anymore.  i want to scream.  i feel so alone and life is nothing!  i really need you to help me!

Saturday, 06 May 2006

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    month 1
    Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

    month 2
    Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.

    month 3
    You know what Mommy, I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

    month 4
    Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

    month 5
    You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he LIED to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

    month 6
    I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No . . .

    month 7
    Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?

    Every Abortion Is Just . . .
    One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. Repost this if you have a heart and are aganist Abortion.

Saturday, 15 April 2006

  • i have so much to say, but not enough time to write it..... so here it is...... just a little bit of what i want to get out..... GOD U R FREAKING AMAZING!  i love you so much! 

Thursday, 06 April 2006

  • Jesus, you're my Jesus....

    and i will praise you with my whole life....

    I will praise you by day, by night....

    Jesus, you're my Jesus! -Donte Mclendon

    I am God's very own child.  I can expirience healing from childhood wounds and disappointments.  Allow God to be my Father.  I can be free from the burden of trying to perform or produce for Him when i understand that he loves me not for what I do but because I am his daughter!

    And she's calling out to you; this is a call; this is a callout casue everytime I fall down, i reach out to you. And i'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out.  I'm asking you to show me what this life is all about. -Calling Out (thousand foot crutch)

    i stand here unafraid of the blade you grasp in your hand.  The blade which has shown red from the blood that trickled from my wounds,  You used to to carve into my skin, to cut into my heart, to wittle me down, to shave me into the person i've become.  But, i've not been molded into the person you had hoped for, but rather who God wants me to be.  Heated, cooled, smashed, built up, cut and healed.  He has taught me many things and shaped me, each time, taking out my imperfections, turning what you wanted around; taking you evil intents to change my and he's used it for His good.  he made me pure and gave me a stronger character.  Though i was open and vulnerable; unprotected, and hurt and rejected, i was then brought to this place where God could build me up, teach me, comfort me, and heal me.  This place where i can commune with him and make mine and His relationship closer.  Thank You, Jesus. -Vanessa Sohn 1/3/05 

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    • Birthday: 11/28/1986
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